Guys so this year I kinda told myself that I was gonna try to be more outgoing more social and it’s kind of working out but like I still have the thoughts ok maybe I should stop talking bc they’re judging me or like they only invited me cuz they pity me type thing and it make me feel bad bc I’m sometimes blowing other people who weren’t invited and I just wish I could invite everyone who wasn’t invited but it’s not my call :( but idk being social is a lot more harder than expected
I haven’t had a Friday or Saturday to myself in like a month
Hmmm and I miss going on tumblr that’s another thing junior year is hard I’m failing my first class I never fail like ever is being more social a problem? It makes me hate myself . I’m not even good at it
Heaven is on this earth.
There are no angels on the clouds with twanging harps...
That's just another man's fantasy.
- John Lydon
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